But ~ But ~

So i thought i had it pretty well figured out.   Sir was only letting me have 7/8th orgasms, so i quit asking.  Why torture myself needlessly?

Then He decided i could have a full orgasm ONLY if i’d already done a 7/8th orgasm at least once previously.  Perfect.

After my lovely orgasm the other day, i was ready for more.

i asked for permission to do a 7/8th and got that approval.

i did that one.

Then, last night, i asked for permission for a full orgasm.

“Did you do your 7/8th?” He asked.

“Yes, Sir, i did it Monday.”

“You didn’t tell me you did.”

“Um, no,” on shakier ground now, “No, Sir, i didn’t know i was s’posed to.”

“Well of course you’re supposed to!   Next time, make sure you tell me.”

“Yes, Sir!  i will, for sure!”

“So you think you want an orgasm tonight?”

“Yes, Sir!  Pleeeeeze…”

He nods.  “Ok, yes you may!”

“Yay!!”

And i was gonna.  i was totally starting some dark fantasy in my head, drifting, starting to touch…

…and i fell asleep.

Not even a 7/8th orgasm to claim.

But tonight ~ right?

No

Sir says no.  But ~ but ~

~ apparently that orgasm expired last night.   No one told me the clock was ticking, but ~

~ it doesn’t matter.  Gone.  Poof.

Sigh.

Gone.  Just like dust in the wind.

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4 thoughts on “But ~ But ~

  1. monkey

    Thanks for the earworm.

    So your Sir is working off the abscence makes the heart (and other parts) grow fonder theory? I could feel the sputter in your “but, but” , and while I hate to admit this in public, where it could be seen and used against me, that denial? The because he can kind? makes me hot.

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    1. sofia Post author

      Hey, you’re welcome on the earworm – everybody needs one from time to time.

      And yeah, I thought it was hot too. Not fair, but hot. 🙂 And actually, him controlling my orgasms has increased my interest in seeking them out – weird, huh? I’m one of those “if i don’t have one for too long, i quit caring” people – which is why telling me i could only have a 7/8th one all the time encouraged me just to forget the whole idea. But if he alternates… yeah. That’s encouraging.

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