That’s right. i would have forgotten if it weren’t for Tori at Pain’s Pleasure (thank you Tori.)
At first, the words to The Merry Month of May kept going through my head, and i was going to post a YouTube video of folks singing that. Fortunately, i listened to the song first and realized that, in real life, it is not as appropriate for the occasion – or even as much fun to listen to – as it had seemed in my head, so i am sparing y’all that.**
Anyhow, back to masturbation.
When i’m having lots of sex and lots of sexual arousal, i want more. i can be practically insatiable. But when i’m not getting a lot, i can lose interest completely.
For sure, i’ve been in a low interest phase lately. Sir says i have a spanking fetish and i can’t disagree with that. But i think it’s a submission/spanking fetish. The submission part – at least a taste of it, a hint of it – needs to come first, or the spanking doesn’t really arouse me so much. So overall, it’s been a low excitement life.
Although – thanks to Jz – i’ve had a bit of arousal lately. i had started reading some BDSM romance novels, and had been fairly disappointed in the results. Jz suggested i try Cherise Sinclair’s books, and o, my, yes – i’ve been tearing through the Masters of the Shadowlands series ever since.
They’re not too hardcore and not too wimpy – they are “just right” for me. They have character development, and plot, and lots of dominance and submission, a bit of pain, and they end in the best Happily Ever After way. They remind me of my favorite ‘nilla stories.
So as i move into celebrating May, i’ll look for inspiration where i can find it… and maybe write some of my own.
**Words to the first verse…
While strolling through the park one day
In the merry merry month of May
I was taken by surprise
By a pair of roguish eyes
I was scared but I didn’t run away