The 5 Minute Post

i literally have 5 minutes til my next thing to do, and am brewing a cup of tea, thought i’d stop off and say “Hi,” in my own blog.

i’m feeling more solid than i was, less off-center.  i think i will be ok, and that Sir and i will be ok.

i’ve never known anyone like Him.  i guess sometimes my history of difficult relationship comes back to haunt me, and maybe i expect him to be like other people were and start reading into stuff.  Yeah.  i might do that.

And that’s ok.  i have my history, and i learned a lot from it, and that’s ok.

i’m a little bit behind on comments these days, but i’ll get caught up, and i’m reading blogs, even if i don’t always comment – sin and andi and fiona and all of you who i dearly love.


(Mwhahahahahaha – yeah, that was me channeling 50 Shades!)

14 thoughts on “The 5 Minute Post

  1. Wordwytch

    Glad to hear that you’re feeling better. 🙂 Wolf and I have had times like that, and it always amazes me how loving and understanding he is. In fact, yesterday we were talking about “bad tapes”. Some days those really suck. Even worse when they sneak up on you.

    Hugs dear!

  2. sirqsmlb

    Laters baby.

    I’m glad you’re channeling 50 shades and not Lord of the Flies or Angela’s Ashes or…something equally depressing.

    He LOVES you! Your past HAS made you who you are…HOWEVER, he IS NOT your past men…he’s your present MAN and he loves you and wants you!


    1. sofia Post author

      Lol.. yeah, channeling 50 Shades is not all bad.

      As for history, yes, it’s not that i regret anything. Not at all, you’re so right. It all made me who i am.


  3. jadescastle

    All good things to hear. Half of the battle is figuring out what is current and what isn’t that we are reacting to. The other half is figuring out what to do with the knowledge. You sound better and you are nearly another week closer to an empty house and his promise of this part just being the calm before the storm.

  4. vanillamom

    Love your happy voice. 🙂
    our history is part of who we are…and I’m glad HE’s not like your history, and is making new chapters in your journey.

  5. airasetsunyo

    i haven’t been following your blog long, but i do sense there has been a fairly recent change in you and it tugged at me in an uncomfortable way. i am glad to hear a more solidarity in your words.
    yours in life and leather
    slave of DarkHouse


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