Noooo, not that kind of quickie. This isn’t really a sex blog anymore. Sorry.
But i’m feeling better, have shaken off the odd feeling that lingered the other day, and am busy doing all kinds of fun things. Work things, family things, things with friends. Proposals for conferences, clients, workshops and training.
Life is swell. No, it really is.
Sex? Kink? D/s?
O, gosh, no, i don’t do those things anymore. i know, it’s only been a week since the thing with the cane, but really, i’m not even feeling kinky anymore.
Really – i don’t feel it anymore.
See, this is why i don’t post. i’m not even having fantasies. i haven’t had an orgasm since Hector was a pup. Well a little one a week ago. But none for ages before that.
And i’m one of those that loses the desire. A touch of orgasm denial will turn me on, but very much and i just lose interest. Sometimes i think about masturbating because i think it would help me relax and sleep better, but then i don’t do it.
There are things that bother me, and things i want to do to fix them, but it seems like all my plans rely on someone doing something else first and i’m just stuck. It’s not anyone’s fault, there are only so many hours in a day, but.
Ok enough whining, and too much already. This is why i’m not posting much. Maybe i’ll start posting cute meme’s. Or quotes. Or something… or maybe i’ll just fade away. No, not really. But i’m pretty old, ya know, i might dry up and blow away…
Argh. i really hate feeling this way. And i ate all the ice cream already last night. Work up at 3:00 this morning and couldn’t go back to sleep – ready for a nap now though. Long day ahead of me…