i’m in this limbo-ish place. Not feeling submissive, maybe a bit numb. Not unhappy by any means, my life is lovely. But ~~
~~ in some part of my self, i know there’s this whole other way of relating to my Sir that is not commonplace and mundane. A space of time and perspective where things shift for me and there is an intensity of feeling that is different from where i am right now.
i want to be there.
Two more days.