Today, i don’t want to post, don’t want to find a feeling to talk about, don’t want to discover a fantasy lurking in the secret nooks and corners of my brain.
My feelings drift through my ~ my mind? my heart? Whatever the hell they drift through.
A soft despair, a rush of contentment… i snap at the cat and laugh at Facebook, and i don’t want to capture any of those feelings, i am willing to let them come and go without analyzing them, without holding them long enough to figure out what they mean, if they mean anything.
My fantasies are vague and unformed, and i have no desire to pin them down either. Nope, not today.
i am only posting this with the vague idea that some of you might wonder if i don’t. Or might think that something better is on the way.
Nope. Not today.
BUT – this just in from Donna, the world’s most amazing internet researcher ~